Thursday, October 1, 2015

Getting back on balance...

So this last week I've been so dizzy and off balance, literally, it's unnerving to me. I need help to walk to the car, I fell 4 times, not bad falls but enough to startle me and Jason, thank Goodness the kids did not see, but I think Tom's onto me. I'm best just sitting up or laying in bed. And I'm so hungry again. Dr. Glass wants to increase my IT hereptin but the ins. company is taking forever to approve it, apparently I'm at the top dose. So we're just waiting. He did give me a referral for Physical Therapy for a cane... does anyone know of a good place around me? Problem is I have an HMO Keystone Health Plan East plan and I think I'm capitative to Magee.

So I feel stuck inside but at least I can work on the computer for a little while..... I'm going to do what I've been doing, keep swimming and see where this goes... hopefully I start to feel better, I don't like being so dependent!

Some of the quotes that give me strength:

"Live life as if everything is rigged in your favor". rumi

"Life is too ironic to fully understand. It takes sadness to know what happiness is. Noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence".